Thursday, November 11, 2021

Shahé Mankerian’s debut poetry collection History of Forgetfulness book launch


Please join us for the Book Release & Poetry Reading of Shahé Mankerian’s debut poetry collection History of Forgetfulness with readings by NY area writers/intellectuals Nancy Agabian, Christopher Atamian, Alina Gregorian, Alan Semerdjian, Alina Gharabegian, & Lola Koundakjian

The Zohrab Center was established through the generous gift of Mrs. Dolores Zohrab Liebmann in memory of her parents, and dedicated on November 8, 1987 in the presence of His Holiness Vasken I (†1994), Supreme Patriarch and Catholicos of All Armenians;  and His Eminence Archbishop Torkom Manoogian (†2012), Primate of the Eastern Diocese of the Armenian Church of America. Liebmann’s father, Krikor Zohrab 1861-1915), was a renowned author, jurist, humanitarian and community activist in Constantinople, who was among the first Armenian intellectuals killed in the 1915 Genocide.



December 2, 2021  7:00pm ET 

at Zohrab Center

630 Second Avenue

New York, NY 10016-4885




Wednesday, November 10, 2021

Lorne Shirinian: The Rule of Three



For my grandsons Rafael, Ari, 
Joshua and Aaron Shirinian

Un coup de dés n’abolira jamais le hasard
Stéphane Mallarmé

For most, 
memory lasts
but three generations
father 
son 
and grandson
The next will likely never know
her grandfather’s father 

Stories of him will haunt
much will remain unknown
fragments and shadowy descriptions
of a life almost lost but for rumour
For the lucky ones a faded photo
in the end family history built on supposition

I never knew my grandfather
My father hardly knew his father
In 1915 before the massacres
Ottoman soldiers forced him into a labour battalion
never to return
the absence of fathers became the Armenian curse

My father barely knew his mother
yet the persistent memory
a park in Istanbul in 1921
he is eleven the last time he sees her 
she holds him close and feels
his soft wet cheek against hers
she whispers you’re safe here for now
my son 
I can’t give you a future in this country 
I must leave while I can
perhaps after the war… 
he feels her fear and shudders
she hugs and kisses him and says goodbye
turns in pain and leaves him crying 
in the orphanage


Then the killing began again
Armenian orphans were taken
over the Ionian Sea to the safety of Corfu

Many times he had escaped death
wandering from one column to another 
on the forced march east
How often did he cry for his mother 
when he became a father
How often
            she leaves him crying in the orphanage

In 1965 in our living room in Toronto
I asked my father if he remembered his father
his face, his voice, his touch
I wanted something to hang on to
He just shook his head
and looked away

There are no pictures of my grandfather
but my father had a memory of him he shared 
which I turned into a story for safe keeping
Can you hear his voice, I asked
In my dream, he said, he speaks but 
I can’t hear him 

My mother had no memory of her parents
She was a baby when they were exiled and killed
for being Armenian
She had no idea how she survived
who saved her and placed her in different orphanages
Family history erased in two generations

My sons knew my parents
and have good memories of them
My four grandsons know me but it’s likely
their sons and daughters will not
But I will leave stories, books, photographs and films 
for them all

Most of us are victims of the three-generation fate
of human memory
Oh, my grandsons, I want to dance at your weddings with your beautiful grandmother
I want to help lift your chairs high in the air
to celebrate your lives
I might be absent but
I will leave you much to remember

May 1, 2021




Monday, November 08, 2021

Lorne Shirinian: First nights

For my brother George

this is the way my father remembered his boyhood - 
            a series of removals 
                        and first nights

his eyes opening with the rising sun
and the animals stirring
then the odor of bread baking and his mother singing
as she prepared coffee letting it rise three times
before filling the small cup for his father
he watches him sip the rich dark liquid
and wonders when he will be able to taste it 
sitting next to his father
mother places her warm hand on his head
go wash your hands and face
and pours him warm milk
the world seemed a fine place
there was a sense of order and expectation
after he would feed the chickens 
and wait for his father to hitch the horse to the cart
then climb up and sit beside him 
as they went off on their rounds delivering charcoal
to the homes in the village
at noon when they returned
he would wash standing beside his father 
before the basin in front of their house
splashing water all over to get the black dust off
mother put out plates of bread, tomatoes, cucumbers and cheese
and the family ate together
later he would watch his father load the wagon again
for his deliveries
he felt his eyes get heavy
mother smiled sleep now my boy
he would unroll his rug and put his head down 
while his father left for his deliveries
he lay listening to the comforting sounds of the horse’s
hooves on the dirt road and the creaking of the wagon 
a lullaby that closed his eyes 
and sent him off to a peaceful sleep

one morning, days or months later
he heard new noises, strange and angry
his father rushed into the house breathing heavily 
and told him and his mother
to gather as many of their things possible 
roll them in your rugs and come outside
he remembered his mother, her head bent
why are you crying why
he did as his father asked then put the chickens
in the living room and poured bags of grain
on the floor for them
his father put his arm around him
then locked the door
we have to go now 
hurry
they climbed on to the wagon and joined the line
being led away by soldiers with long rifles
and bayonets piercing the sky
he looked around and saw his uncle and aunt up ahead 
where are they taking us, baba
they bounced along the dirt road for days
some said under their breath 
they’re taking us to Sultania
no another insisted further south to Konia 
without food and water many collapsed and were dragged away
             into the tall grass
                        never to be seen again

don’t say anything his father whispered 
just look straight ahead
he leaned tight against his mother and kept silent

when it was too dark to see 
the column stopped
his father fed the horse 
while his mother placed their rugs under the cart
we don’t know where they’re taking us 
don’t eat too much we have to save what food we have
sip the water slowly 
when you’re finished close your eyes and sleep
his confusion troubled him
who will feed the chickens
who will deliver the charcoal tomorrow
he heard his mother sobbing 
as he wrestled with his thoughts 
                                        this first night
                                                    away from home

every night there was yelling and screaming 
followed by a frightful painful silence
he kept his eyes shut tight but imagined what was happening in the dark
several days later when the soldiers forced them to rise
he searched for his aunt and uncle
where are they he wondered
his father brushed away tears 
look straight ahead my son
several days after that he asked his mother 
where his father was
he saw the fear in her eyes
he’s gone to look for uncle and aunty
no noise now look straight ahead
and he spent the first night without his father
a few days later deep into the night there was rustling around their wagon 
and the sound of someone being dragged away
through the sleep in his eyes he looked for his mother
but she wasn’t there 
all his life he would hear her calling for help
in the morning when the sun rose he looked around
but mother the horse and wagon were gone
his world had disappeared 
there was only the starving deportees
being prodded along ahead of him
he called for his mother
an old woman came to him
come with us now my boy
she took him by the hand and started walking with him
following the line that seemed to grow 
like a voracious serpent
as other lines joined other groups on the way
he spent the first night without his family
where could they have gone
why did they leave him all alone
then the old lady who was looking after him
disappeared
he went from grandmother to mother
whoever would look after him
he would gather grass to boil for soup
no one could tell him where his parents were

in the unending heat his throat burned for a drop 
of water
his stomach was knotted in pain
he saw many things that would haunt him forever
he learned the importance of silence but observed everything
he understood what was necessary to survive
only later would he realize the cost
four years later people who spoke a different language 
came and took all of the young children 
who were wandering through the countryside away
you’re safe now we’ll look after you
he didn’t know what they were saying but they smiled
and were kind 
in the camp they shaved his head 
washed him and bandaged his wounds
gave him new clothes bread and soup to eat
there was a large room with many beds where he slept 
along with hundreds of other young boys
who asked every day 
where their fathers and mothers were
but no one could tell them
I want to go home he said but was told
I’m sorry my boy it isn’t possible
he remembers his first night in the orphanage
as he did in all the other orphanages
Changelkeuy near Istanbul
Erenkeuy also near Istanbul
the Lord Mayor’s Fund of London’s orphanage 
in Corfu

and then after the final voyage away from his home
over the Mediterranean and the Atlantic
he arrived at the Georgetown Farm Home 
for Armenian orphans in Ontario Canada
he knew he would never again see his parents 
or his home 
he would become someone else
with the remembrance of all the first nights 
wondering where are my mother and father
where’s home

June 25, 2016





Sunday, November 07, 2021

Lorne Shirinian: Willow Weep for Me

Willow weep for me
Bend your branches down along the ground
And cover me

(A popular song composed in 1932 by Ann Ronell, 
recorded by Billie Holiday in Los Angeles 
on September 3, 1954.)

time enough still
I told myself
a poem a story a book a film
a life accomplished
yet more to do

but time tricked me
woke one day bent low
along the ground
the future tense sucked out
ready for the table

willow, there were times
when the words dropped like honey
on the page 
I couldn’t stem the flow
and I was chided by some to linger longer
you’re publishing too much

how much is too much for a desperate writer
tell me, willow,
I can’t live according to their inadequacies
I have difficulties enough with my own

soon enough, willow,
I will gather all my pages
and let your canopy cover me 
a final caress, a murmur to the night
let the shadows fall
I will take them all with me

Saturday, November 06, 2021

Blue Heron Press releases a new poetry collection by Lorne Shirinian

Rendering the Timeline, poems by Lorne Shirinian, was published by Blue Heron Press on April 24, 2021.






About the Poet

Lorne Shirinian began writing poetry at an early age. Rendering the Timeline is his fifth book of poetry. He has edited two anthologies, Armenian North American Poetry: An Anthology (1974) and The Blue Heron Press Anthology: New Voices from Kingston (2000). His poetry has been translated into French, Armenian and Farsi and has appeared in a number of newspapers, journals and anthologies. He is Professor Emeritus of English and Comparative Literature at the Royal Military College of Canada. He has published thirty books of fiction, drama and literary and cultural studies. He lives in Toronto with his wife Noémi.




Wednesday, November 03, 2021

Գուսան Զաքարեան։ Ճէյրանի Պէս

Ճէյրանի Պէս

 
Նորից գարուն եկաւ գարուն աննման,
Նորից ես քեզ տեսայ ով իմ սիրուն եար,
Կարմիր էիր հագել, վարդի պէս վառնամ,
Ճէյրանի պէս սարերով եկար ու անցար,
Մէկ բարեւ էիր տալիս, այն էլ մոռացար։
 
Թուխ մազերդ էիր փռել եար քո թիկունքին,
Ալ ժպիտն էր շողում եար քո շուրթերին,
Երբեմն զուր տեղ փչում, սէրը շուրթերին,
Ճէյրանի պէս սարերով եկար ու անցար,
Մէկ բարեւ էիր տալիս, այն էլ մոռացար։
 
Աշխարհի մէջ դուն սիրուն, ո՞վ է քեզ ժպտում,
Ինձ արել ես դատարկուն, վարմունքով հազար,
Ես լալիս եմ դու խնդում, ու չես նայում եար,
Ճէյրանի պէս սարերով եկար ու անցար,
Մէկ բարեւ էիր տալիս, այն էլ մոռացար։
 
Գուսան Զաքարեան 1923-1995

Tuesday, November 02, 2021

Նորա Պարութճեան։ ՉՀԱՍԿՑՈՒԱԾ ԼԵԶՈՒՆ



… ջնջուած բառեր …

օտարացան անդամներս իրարմէ

անջատուեցան մանկութեան դատաստանէն

զիս առինքնեց ճառագայթը երջանկութեան անմատոյց  

ու շոգիին մէջ շիթերուն 

լոգանք առի անկէ թափուող փոշիներով կայծկլտուն

իր հեթանոս ջերմութեան տակ թաւիշէ 

ձգուեցայ անպատմութեան կոյր յուշերուն մէջ անտաշ 

ու սուզուեցայ … սուզուեցայ

մինչեւ յետին մոռացում

զտում զատում ազատում

ու բռնկում երկնածին


նուաճումը գինիս լեցուց արեւով

հաշտուեցայ վերին հետ

ան զիս շատոնց կը սպասէր 

տարիքիս չափ գզգզուած համբերութեան մութ ծայրով

սրբեց անյուսութիւնն աչքերէն 

ու ծռեցաւ 

փսփսալու ականջիս 

պարարտահող քայքայումի մեղեդին 


անյիշաչար վանկարկումը իր երգին

ներելու գերմարդկային կարողութիւն ներարկեց

ես մեռայ միամտութենէս


դուն դիտեցիր զիս պատկերի պէս շարժական

ու հասկցար մարմնիս լեզուն

բայց իմ միտքս

մնաց խորհուրդ չհասկցուած



Monday, November 01, 2021

Նորա Պարութճեան։ ԱՐԳԻԼՈՒԱԾ Է ՄՈՒՏՔԸ ԽԱԲՈՒԵԼՈՒ ՀԱՄԱՐ ԵԿՈՂԻՆ

 բոլորին վրայ  թքած ունիմ

ըսի երէկ

մէկէն ի մէկ նկատեցի

որ թուք ու մուր չէ մնացած բերնիս մէջ

չարացա՞ծ եմ այդքան արդեօք, տէր Աստուած,

ըսի միտքէս 

ու սկսայ մեղմիկ-մեղմիկ մրթմրթալ 

աղօթքիս շիթերը իմ կողմս շպրտելով

ինչո՞ւ քնքոյշ երազային ու մոռացկոտ խօսքերս 

անպէտքութեան զգացումէն տժգունած

կը ծուարին մարմինիս մէկ անկիւնը

մինչ բաց դաշտս անպաշտպան կը յանձնուի նենգութեան

որ բիրտ քամիի նման

հողիս վրայ ուռելով 

ընդյատակս մակերես կը քաշքշէ   

հոն կը գծուին ծուռ ու մուռ այլանդակ պատկերները բառերուս 

հոն կը փռուին ծուռ ու մուռ բզկտուած հանդերձները գիրերուս 

ոչ ոք կ’ուզէ մօտենալ համտեսելու դառնութիւնը 

պարարտութեան մուրացիկ

եւ ականջ տալ գաղտնարանիս այլասերած մրմունջին


մեռելատան հիւրասենեակ է թուղթս

կա՜մ կ’արձակեմ քաղցրաբոյր խունկ 

ու մեղեդի քաղցրալուր

շոյշոյելու հեկեկանքն ու զսպելու սուգը վիշտէն պոռթկալ չկրցողին, 

կա՜մ թոյլ կու տամ հեթանոս լացուկոծին

մաքրելու էջը թուղթիս  

ակնկալուած կեղծիքէն


դրանս վրայ՝

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