Mireille Kalfayan: I rearrange my closet tonight

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I put together the old linens
sewn in laces
by my grandmother,
fifteen years old in Turkey,
and my new linens
bought at Strouds
on one shelf, side by side,
the old and the new,
the plain and the dainty.

Where shall I sleep tonight?
My grandmother is dead
and so is the art
that personalized every item in bed.

There is a man in my bed
he is not my grandfather
my grandfather is dead
he did not love my grandmother
but he loved her laces.

My linens are from Strouds
and the man in my bed
takes my love for granted.

Mireille Kalfayan (1950-2005)

This poem has appeared in ASPORA, Volume 1, Number 1, Fall 1993.

Mireille Kalfayan: Shell Searching

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She went soul searching
on the sea shore
and found shells
abandoned
by a rock
dug under footsteps
in the sand
or swept away
by the tides.

She went soul searching
in the sea shells
and found them
half-broken
at the edge
others covered
with hardened sand
or carrying inside
an animal, dead.

She went shell searching
in her soul
and found in the deep
spirals of its form
a soft touch
a silent tone
murmuring
"You're not alone."
"You're not alone."

She went soul searching
in the sea
and found sailing
beyond the horizon
the image of a child
clutching
a single shell
tightly enclosed
in her hand.




Mireille Kalfayan
This poem has appeared in ASPORA, Volume II, 1995.