Nancy Kricorian: The Survivor

Click to hear The Survivor read by the author, Nancy Kricorian. 

All this pain is for which of our sins? 

 Catholicos Vazken I, 1988 

In this dream you walk past

the school’s sheared facade;

from their desks the children

call and wave. A teacher

points at a map of Armenia.

The ceilings drop like eyelids.

 

You wake to another dream

of soot-stained faced around

a fire fueled by broken chairs.

You wish the earth would

swallow the rows of coffins

in the playing field. The living

 

search for what they want

not to find; their eyes catch

like hooks at your skin.

You should have been the

hand of God reaching into

the school--the children

 

could have climbed onto

your palm that would hover

over the town until the earth

was still. But instead they

line up to write their names

in the book at heaven’s door. 

Copyright Nancy Kricorian