ԻԳՆԱ ՍԱՐԸԱՍԼԱՆ։ Տարի մըն ալ

 Տարի մըն ալ

Վախերով -- վատերով -- վէրքերով

Ջանացինք ապրիլ

Քանի հոգի էինք

Քանի հոգի մնացինք

ԻԳՆԱ ՍԱՐԸԱՍԼԱՆ

26.12.2022

POETRY INTERNATIONAL - 25th Anniversary Edition

We are thrilled to share that the issue is out, containing a portfolio of contemporary Armenian poets from around the world.

We would love to encourage PI by asking that you purchase copies of this 25th anniversary issue for yourself and your family/Friends, the link is:
https://www.poetryinternationalonline.com/25th-anniversary-issue-table-of-contents/?fbclid=IwAR1thUOYvb0IZopy2Xzu0i5RDgHlBT-6pU4dfAhRBBvhkW80oXbLNOSLac8


Contemporary Poets of the Armenian Diaspora,
edited by ARTHUR KAYZAKIAN & LOLA KOUNDAKJIAN

VAHÉ GODEL, The Law of Numbers/La Loi Des Nombres
SONA VAN, Before the Magi Had Even Reached Bethlehem/ԵՐԲ ՄՈԳԵՐԸ ԴԵՌ ՉԷԻՆ ՀԱՍԵԼ ԲԵԹՂԵՀԵՄ
ANA ARZOUMANIAN, No Lyricism/Nada de Lirismo
ARAM SAROYAN, Saroyan & Minasian
GREGORY DJANIKIAN, Even for the Briefest Moment
ARMEN DAVOUDIAN, Exodus
NORA BAROUDJIAN, On Stage/ԲԵՄԻ ՎՐԱՅ
PETER BALAKIAN, What’s Up
NORA NADJARIAN, Carousel


Many thanks, 

Lola and Arthur (guest editors)

Սիամանթո։ Ափ մը մոխիր՝ Հայրենի տուն

ԱԿՆԱՅ ՅԻՇԱՏԱԿԻՆ


Ա

Աւա՜ղ, ապարանքի մը պէս մեծ էիր եւ շքեղ,
Ու ես երդիքներուդ սպիտակ կատարէն,
Աստղածորան գիշերներու յոյսին հետ,
Վարէն, ահեղավազ Եփրատին կ'ունկնդրէի...։

Բ

Արցունքո՜վ, արցունքո՜վ լսեցի որ աւերակ առ աւերակ,
Քու լայնանիստ պատերդ իրարու վրայ կործանեցին,
Սարսափի օր մը, կոտորածի օր մը, օր մը արիւնի...
Զքեզ եզերող պարտէզիդ ծաղկըներուն վրայ։

Գ

Ու մոխրացա՜ւ այն սենեակը կապոյտ,
Որուն որմերուն ետեւ եւ գորգերուն վրայ,
Իմ երջանիկ մանկութիւնս կը հրճուէր,
Եւ կեանքս կ'աճէր եւ հոգիս իր թեւերը կ'առնէր...

Դ

Փշրեցա՞ւ, ուրե՛մն, այն հայելին ոսկեծիր,
Որուն եթերային խորութեանը մէջ,
Երազներս, յոյսերս, սէրերս եւ կամքս կարմիր,
Տարիներով, մտածումիս հետ, ցոլացին...

Ե

Ու բակին մէջ երգող աղբիւրը մեռա՞ւ,
Ու կոտրտեցա՞ն պարտէզիս ուռին եւ թթենին.
Եւ այն առուակը որ ծառերուն մէջէն կը հոսէր,
Ցամքեցա՞ւ, ըսէ՛, ո՞ւր է, ցամքեցա՞ւ, ցամքեցա՞ւ...

Զ

Օ՜, այն վանդակին կ'երազեմ յաճախ,
Որուն մէջ գորշագոյն կաքաւս, առաւօտուն,
Արեւածագին հետ եւ վարդի թուփերուն դիմաց,
Զարթումի Ժամուս ՝ յստակօրէն կը կարկրչէր...։

Է

Հայրենի՜ տուն, հաւատա՜ որ մահէս յետոյ
Քու աւերակներուդ սեւին վրայ՝ իմ հոգիս,
Պիտի գայ, որպէս տատրակ մը տարագիր,
Իր դԺբախտի երգն ու արցունքը լալու...

Ը

Բայց ո՜վ պիտի բերէ, ո՜վ պիտի բերէ, ըսէ՛,
Քու սրբազան մոխիրէդ ափ մը մոխիր,
Մահուանս օրը, իմ տրտում դագաղիս մէջ՝
Հայրենիքս երգողի իմ աճիւնին խառնելու...։

Թ

Ափ մը մոխի՜ր աճիւնիս հետ, Հայրենի տուն,
Ափ մը մոխի՜ր քու մոխիրէդ, ո՞վ պիտի բերէ,
Քու յիշատակէդ, քու ցաւէդ, քու անցեալէդ,
Ափ մը մոխիր... իմ սրտիս վրան ցանելու...։

Nueva York Poetry Review launches a series of translated poems by Armenian authors

 Nueva York Poetry Review, established in New York and led by Marisa Russo, just launched a curated series of poems by Armenian authors translated into Spanish.

The inaugural poet is LA based Shahé Mankerian. His poems may be accessed here. 

APP welcomes this collaboration, with many thanks to the editorial team and the translators. 

Լօլա Գունտաքճեան/Lola Koundakjian
Curator and Producer,
ArmenianPoetryProject[at]gmail[dom]com

Aida Zilelian: Arshile

Last Painting (The Black Monk), by Arshile Gorky (USA, b.Vilayet of Van, Armenia, Ottoman Empire) 1948. Oil on canvas. 78.6 x 101.5 cm, Museo Nacional Thyssen-Bornemisza, Madrid, Inv. no. 564 (1978.72)

Arshile jan[1],
if we had been friends
I would have smoked cigarettes with you
until my throat was raw and made you listen
to Billie Holiday (did you know “Strange Fruit”?) while
nursing vodka (I would have hated but conceded to) just for you.
I read you loved vodka.

Arshile,
you could have rung my apartment bell
at any hour of the night
and I would have let you in, cradled your face in my hands,
consumed by your wild, vacant eyes
and said nothing.

Love could not transcend the
shadow of ghosts that claimed you long before you escaped,
fled the shores of Lake Van,
your mother’s bosom cold from death –
a body that could no longer soak up your child tears.
This is not why I love you.

Arshile,
I would never have been so star-struck
that your death could have surprised me,
but I would never have forgiven myself
for not deciphering the suicide note
in the slants of your abstractions
and unsettling hues of teal, magenta,
annihilated by frenzied strokes of black.[2]
They incriminate you but,
I would not have seen.

All I know is that your face,
your dark moustache, the grace of your troubled eyes and swept back hair
leave me to think that I could not have saved you, and
loved you nonetheless.

Aida Zilelian



[1] An abbreviation of the Armenian word ‘janig’ (a term of endearment – i.e. darling, love
[2] Arshile Gorky’s last painting, Last Painting (The Black Monk) 1948


Aida Zilelian is a first generation American-Armenian writer and educator from Queens, NY. Her fiction explores the depths of love and family relationships, culture and the connections between characters that transcend time and circumstance. Her first novel (unpublished) The Hollowing Moon, was one of the top three finalists of the Anderbo Novel Contest. The sequel The Legacy of Lost Things was published in 2015 (Bleeding Heart Publications) and was the recipient of the 2014 Tölölyan Literary Award. Aida has been featured on NPR, The Huffington Post, Kirkus Reviews, Poets & Writers, the New York Times, and various reading series throughout Queens and Manhattan. Her short story collection These Hills Were Meant for You was shortlisted for the 2018 Katherine Anne Porter Award.

Originally published in The Ekphrasic Review

Գիրք մը - հեղինակ մը՝ Զահրատ ԲԱՐԻ ԵՐԿԻՆՔ

Չար բաներ

Գացէք ըսէք չար բաներուն որ չըլլան

Որ չըլլայ թէ պատահին

Կամ երբ ըլլան հեռու մնան մեր այս պզտիկ աշխարհէն

Համն ու հոտը խաթարելու չհասնին

Չար բաներուն բարև ըսէք մեր կողմէն

Ըսէք գիտենք թէ անոնք կան ու միշտ կրնան պատահիլ

Ըսէք գիտենք թէ կրնան

Օր ցերեկով մութ գիշերով յանկարծակի գալ մեզի

Բայց դուք ըսէք չար բաներուն որ չըլլան

Որ չըլլայ թէ պատահին

Կամ երբ ըլլան հեռու մնան մեր այս պզտիկ աշխարհէն

Քանի որ դուք չէք գիտեր ինչ

Քանի անոնք չեն գիտեր ինչ

Սէր ու սիրով

— Մերթ կենսուրախ — շաղ ու շողով

— Մերթ յուսաբեկ—ահ ու դողով —

Շիւղ շիւղի

Շիներ ենք մենք մեր աշխարհը լոյս օրերու հիւրընկալ —

—Պզտիկ աշխարհ մը որ հազիւ հազ կրցեր է պարտկել

Մեր պզտիկ կեանքն ու մեր անդորրը ջերմիկ—

Այս բոլորը գացէք ըսէք չար բաներուն — և ըսէք

Որ չըլլայ թէ պատահին —

Երբ պատահին հեռու մնան մեր այս տաքուկ երդիկէն

Համն ու հոտը խաթարելու չհասնին

Զահրատ «Բարի Երկինք», Իսթանպուլ 1971

ԱՇՈՒՂ ՇԵՐԱՄ։ ՊԱՐՏԷԶՈՒՄ ՎԱՐԴԵՐ ԲԱՑՈՒԱԾ

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Պարտէզում վարդեր բացուած`
Կը սպասեն սոխակի,
Առանց սոխակ թառամած,
Կարօտ են պսակի:
Արդեօք ո՞վ է, դուռն է թակում,
Ա՛խ սիրտս կը դողայ,
Իմ սիրուհիս, ո՞ւր է գնում,
Ա՛խ, սիրտս կը խաղայ:
Գետակի ալիքները
Գնում են խայտալով,
Սիրահարի աչերից
Արտասուք թափելով:
Սիրուհին տանը նստած`
Սպասում է եարին,
Քնարը ձեռքին բռնած
Նուագում լալագին:
Թիթեռը ճրագի մօտ
Շրջում է անդադար,
Մինչ իր վերջ սիրակարօտ
Չունի նա օր, դադար:
Սիրուհին տանը նստած`
Գրում է նամակներ,
Խիստ տրտում կ'անցկացնէ
Իր գեղեցիկ օրեր:




ԱՇՈՒՂ ՇԵՐԱՄ




Sheram (born Grigor Talian, 20 March 1857, Alexandropol – died 7 March 1938, Yerevan) was an Armenian composer, poet-musician (gusan), and folk musician (ashug).

Our inspirations: Daniel Varoujan 20 April 1884 – 26 August 1915 and his spouse Araksi, circa 1913

We honor his memory on his birthday. Varoujan perished during the Armenian Genocide. 

Theadora Siranian: Belle Reprieve

In upstate New York you wake
every morning to a field blue with frost.

Every day is perfected: not a blade of grass moves.
This is the world you need; we always knew this.

Even in that January, endless month,
cutting through the air a gyre of possibilities,

touchless. Huddled together in empty
store doorfronts, such tender animals,

feather and oil, pinions holding palms to mouths,
whispering secrets the wind ripped away,

fragile words flung into the well of winter.

A nanosecond’s grace unraveling, just another
tiny spool of thread lost to the universe,

bodies breaking against air sharp
enough to crack skin, and even now,

in the recesses, the locked corridors
of admission, it still exists: the endurance of the desire

to know nothing better than the shape of your face.

Originally published in Amethyst Arsenic, Winter 2014

Theadora Siranian: Pepper’s Ghost

Before night swarms across the sky—brief slash
of winter citrus at the horizon, then evicted
by darkness. I’m in love again with the idea

of being beautiful, spying my mirrored self
in the dusky half-light. As if only at day’s end
may I be content with my own physicality.

But what I see darts past, sidles in and out,
is vague, porous, not to be trusted. In sleep
I find an egg cratered as the moon floating

in my palm. Obsidian carapace hovering,
murmuring, cracking open to reveal a yolk black
and dense as an animal’s pupil. Limitless

universe, starless galaxy. Midmornings as
a child I watched my mother pray, crouching
in the bedroom doorway, myself supplicant.

Other language, other voice, her face bathed
in tears. Her words like slivered grafts of light
spilling into her steepled hands. The earth

pushing itself round with ancient, fatal patience.
The day swelling, the cicadas beginning
their metal-thresh hum. Always inexplicable:

the cheap plastic statue of the Virgin
on the nightstand—how she kept her face
placid while the arch of one foot remained

planted firmly on the snake’s back. Once,
a neighbor set her house on fire, running
toward us across the field cradling a honey

jar filled with bees, the flames behind her
framing her hair like a halo. I hear
the nothing whisper, palpable as the blood

moving beneath my skin. I break the egg,
lean forward, openmouthed. I am godless.

Originally published in Chicago Quarterly Review (Vol. 27, 2018)

Theadora Siranian: The Unguarded

for A.B.


Even in sleep, past the road’s soft shoulder,
you are the dark circus tent sitting at the edge

of town, your memory emitting whispered
threats into the landscape. In the stumbling

dark I design highway markers: this is the night,
the early morning, the moon a thin wafer of light.

This is my skin slick with the sweat of dreams,
the exertion of finding my way back to the body.

Athena was hammered from the head of Zeus,
sprang battleborn and screaming. Before

there was conflict, there was the anticipation
of violence. You are the ghost, the penny dropped

down into the dry well. Lying awake I see
you, bent toward the counter, whittling away

at your teeth with the blade of a kitchen knife
and a glass of bourbon. Determined sufferer,

unlucky caulbearer. The stars are wounds
carved from the sky, interminable, accusing.

We weren’t always such poison. Once, we were
as if lovers, closer than lovers, closer than sex,

each scar and ritual of the other better memorized
than the folds of a spouse’s body. What they call

abandonment was escape—our own design. We’d been
planning it for years. Temptation made the sky throb.

Our parents’ violence may have become our own
but we cast ourselves into the darkness. In truth,

we never planned on finding our way back from
the forest. Some myths say Athena had a sibling

or friend, Pallas, whom she accidentally killed.

Heartbroken, Athena took her name.

In some they were opponents in battle.

Originally published in Meridian, Issue 39, 2017

Theadora Siranian: Fata Morgana

I.

Two nights ago I dreamt you were dead. You, dead for months.
All this time I had been talking to a ghost, face pressed

to the telephone, imagining you doing the same while staring
at a close horizon of snowslashed mountains.

I drift past sheets of blue ice and what we called civilization.
Nothing is left but broken concrete and trees.

Everything an armature of itself and the world silence.

I slip beneath, the water is cold. Toward the sea.

II.

I disinherit myself again and again so that when it’s time to become
nothing I will be ready. There is a bend, always

a bend and always a bridge, weeping, always, when I pass beneath.

Last week I discovered a phrase: anticipatory grief.
An entire category devoted to what I’d always known as waiting.

Abject, brutally finite and yet limitless, waiting.
Hunger without the appetite, without the desire.

If you died tomorrow I would die tomorrow.

The moon is a wafer of barren light in the river.

Anything pressed too far becomes a sin. Toward the sea.

The naked trees are bruises hammered into the sky.
Somehow I know they love me, somehow I know they don’t care.

III.

When I arrived the beach was washed away. The river ran uphill.

Along the ridgeline there is a red horse that can’t stop running.

Even untethered it runs red against the red sun as though trapped
against the sky, back and forth, wildly.

I dreamt you were alive. I dreamt you were unbroken.

Beside the sun burn the stars, glowing embers of paperweight
balloons floating, soaring. Only birds, gliding white

against white turned golden, slowly.

Their wings are burning, or, the sky is a cinder.

The sky a cinder a cinder a cinder and my mouth pressed to the atmosphere

a flame.

I woke and I was the ghost and it was true, all of it.

Originally published in Poetry Northwest, Vol. XIII, 2019

Introducting Theadora Siranian

Theadora Siranian is a poet and teacher currently living in Kazakhstan. Her poetry has appeared in Best New Poets, Ghost City Press, and Atticus Review, among others. In 2014, she was shortlisted for both the Mississippi Review Prize and Southword’s Gregory O’Donoghue International Poetry Prize. In 2019, Theadora received the Emerging Woman Poet Honor from Small Orange Journal. Her chapbook, She, was released by Seven Kitchens Press in May 2021. More of her work can be found at theadorasiranian.com.

Less the Rescue

The year I tried to trick grief

we stood in the airport

parking garage, smoking

cigarettes and staring at one

another, grief finally kissing 

me firmly on the mouth

before smiling knowingly

and heading for the stairwell.

In truth, it was the years

of waiting that kept me going,

M. warning me over 

the telephone as I stood naked, 

staring into a motel mirror:

beware the void, the void.

But that was only one of my

lives—each more lovely

and vicious than the previous,

each earth turning on its axis

adamantine, the standing waves

of endless oceans offering gifts 

below you must be willing

to drown to discover, wreckers

waiting at the shoreline for

the moment you lose your footing.

In one life I lost my freedom

to a man in a tent

staked to a barren hillside,

his fingers finding my hair

in the morning to toss me toward

his waiting truck.

In another I had sisters, three,

and each told a different

story of our conception.

The first claimed our mother loved

a bull, the second that our father

was a hypnotist who tricked

fairgoers into sex involving blood

rituals with the snake charmer’s 

python. The third sister told me

her version while I slept, and I can 

return to it only in dreams. Then,

a woman wearing a wedding 

dress makes love to me

in the grey dishwater waves

of some cold, abandoned shore.

Here, then, I know I’m not 

mad, to be so divided, to love

and loathe in equal parts like some 

ever-bending switch in the wind. 

She stands soaking and bedraggled

beneath the ferrous sky, no longer

looking at me, and walks away 

down the beach. I watch her go, slip

a stone under my tongue, a token

to ferry between this world and the waking.

Originally published in South Dakota Review, Fall 2019

Rescheduled: Book launch and reading

 

Book Release and Poetry Reading with book signing and reception in-person 

for History of Forgetfulness by Shahé Mankerian

(Fly on the Wall Press, 2021)

Thursday, March 10th, 2022 at 7:00pm ET

Guild Hall | Armenian Diocese

630 2nd Ave, New York, NY

PLEASE NOTE: All attendees must provide proof of COVID vaccination

Readings by the author and NY area writers and scholars:

Nancy Agabian, Christopher Atamian,

Alina Gregorian, Alan Semerdjian,

Alina Gharabegian & Lola Koundakjian

Shahé Mankerian releases his critically-acclaimed debut collection, taking readers back to 1975 Beirut, where an un-civil war is brewing. 

Mankerian asks, “Who said war didn’t love / the children?” setting the tone for a darkly humorous collection in which memories of love, religion and childhood are entangled amongst street snipers and the confusion of misguided bombings.

For more information contact Krikor and Clara Zohrab Information Center

Diocese of the Armenian Church of America (Eastern)

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Melanie Tafesjian: Three poems from the LA Review

 The Journalist 

 

At the bar you read Lolita alone, 

charm me with talk of Foucault and Bikini Kill,

I haven’t seen a man read a book in months. 

Later, I soak in the ceramic tub

at your apartment rental, 

overlooking the sea, the black night air

thick with salt, jasmine.  

 

The next day at the beach, I order mussels,

suck their little bodies free, purple shells

rattling in a tin. You insist on pizza,

your pink neck brightening under the sun. 

When the bill comes you claim 

they ripped you off, those boys 

smoking cigarettes behind the kitchen, 

laughing at the lanky Englishman, scuffing 

their feet on the sandy tile floor. 

 

Of course, you’d prefer a local girl, 

to roll you fresh byrek, 

stir pots of beans on the stove, 

but you won’t stay long enough for that. Anyway,

the men here intimidate you, with their round bellies 

and oiled skin, their chest hairs curling 

into the sun. I tire of you, but stay

to buy grapes and plums 

from an old woman, who winks,

reminds me to marry an Albanian. 

She weighs our fruit. 

I tell you we got a good deal. 

We chew meat from pits, 

watch the sunset. 

 

Soon you’ll be back home

clacking your Mac keys for the online travel journal, 

saying, what a quaint and affordable beach.

The locals were so kind.

 

 

 

The Gift 

 

What I remember most is the way 

…………….you could peel a cucumber 

…………………………..in one strand, the dark green

 

ribbon floating to grass at your feet. 

…………….The fire smoldered— ready for meat. The pale

    …………………………..pile of cucumbers grew. You sliced one,

 

presented it on the knife tip,

…………….nodded toward the white cheese. 

…………………………..Bare grape vines knotted above us, in the dark

 

garden. A black coat edged 

…………….my shoulders, like a grandmother’s. The moon

…………………………..a milk scone, creak of the blue iron gate, you 

 

with plastic bottles of raki— fire liquor. 

…………….Near the stream where bagged kittens 

…………………………..were thrown to drown, your tight jaw—  

 

what comes from losing a father young. The bottles 

…………….crackled under the clutch of nervous hands. You didn’t

…………………………..try to touch me— held the liquor 

 

out front of your chest, instructed, 

 

…………….Pour the raki in a saucepan. 

…………….Over the steam breathe deep, 

…………….burn everything away.

 

That night, in the house, I did as you told me, pulled 

…………….muslin— made a tent of hot breath. Liquid dripped

…………………………..from my eyelashes, rippled in the pan. Steam clouded

 

my vision. I was ill— you cared.

…………….Later you undid me, peeled the jeans

…………………………..from my hips, by morning you had split 

 

a stack of oak for the fire, swept 

…………….every web from the floors.

 

The Harbor

 

A photo. You on the edge of a ferry. A message.

The police are waiting for me. You were a boy once

emerging from the river, flicking water 

from the ends of your hair. Girls falling in love

around you. Did you make it to London? 

Does that smile work there? Today, in Albania,

your mother— cut out by grief— knits doilies. The evening

news blares on. She slips a splash of sambuca in her tea. 

I remember when you brought us to the cafe

with the caged bears. Those giant mammals above us, 

their faces like sad dogs. I believe if I write about you,

I will never lose you. There was the time you knelt 

before me in the shower, a mouthful of ocean,

two boats knocking in the harbor. 

 

Melanie Tafejian is a writer and educator living in Raleigh, North Carolina. Her work appears or is forthcoming in Poetry Northwest, Raleigh Review, Willow Springs, Asheville Poetry Review, and The Kenyon Review.

Published 2 August 2021 in The Los Angeles Review

World Poetry Day 2022 Triangulation Project to include Armenian poets and musicians

SCHEDULE OF EVENTS

Mar 5
UK: Ian Griffiths Ivor Murrell Alex Davis; musician TBA
COLOMBIA/SA: Carolina Zamudio Tallulah Flores Prieto Manuel Iris ; musician Medina
NYC: Joe Roarty Robert Gibbons Dorothy Cantwell ; musician Thomas Vincent Santoriello
comperes Ian Griffiths , Maria María Del Castillo Sucerquia
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Mar 6
BULGARIA; Anton Baev Elka Dimitrova ; Ivan Hristo (poet / musician)
GEORGIA: Shota Iatashvili Paata Shamugia; musician Erekle Deisadze
NYC Billy Cancel Patricia Carragon Chatham Grey; musician Ptr Kozlowski
comperes Anton Baev , Shota Iatashvili
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Mar 12
LOWER RIO GRANDE VALLEY: Octavio Quintanilla Edward Vidaurreire’ne lara silva; musician Ray Perez
KOREA: Hack Hee Kang Park Dukkyu Hanyong Jeong , musician Young Ok Hwang
NYC: Mike Jurkovic Kofi Kofi Fosu Forson Marc Ellot Marc Eliot Stein ; musician Alan Semerdjian
comperes Octavio Quintanilla , Tanya Ko Hong
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Mar 13
PIACENZA: Antje Stehn Viviana Fiorentino Mauro Ferrari; musician Betty Gilmore and Il principio attivo (plus Sabrina De Canio , Piccolo Museo della Poesia Chiesa di San Cristoforo, Piacenza)
ARMENIA: Lola Koundakjian Nora Nadjarian Arthur Kayzakian; musician Aram Bajakian
NYC: Don Krieger Karen Neuberg Francine Witte ; musician Tom Gould ( Bossa Nova Beatniks)
comperes: Antje Stehn , Lola Koundakjian
fb livestream by Cultivating Voices Live Poetry

Mar 19
ROME: Lucilla Trapazzo Mara Venuto Alessandra Corbetta; musician Ermanno Dodaro
BUCHAREST: Mircea Dan Duta Shurouk Hammoud (SY) Masud Uzaman (BD); musician TBD
NYC: Matthew Hupert Anthony Policano Ngoma Hill ; musician Rick Eckerle
comperes Lucilla Trapazzo , Mircea Dan Duta
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Mar 20
BOLTON: Melanie Neads Emily Cook Dr Ben Wilkinson; musician Nat Clare
CHENNAI: Srilata Krishnan Poornima Laxmeshwar Hema Praveen; musician The Coconut Milk Project
NYC: Zev Torres Howie Faerstein Cindy Hochman; musician Didi Champagne
comperes Dave Morgan , Sriram Gokul (Sriramgokul Chinnasamy)
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Զահրատ: Հրանդ Տինքին

Աղաւնիները համոզեցին, ըսին որ իրենց վրայ

չեն կրակեր. Հրանդ հաւատաց։ Թէպէտ երկչոտ՝

հաւատաց թէ աղաւնի մըն է։

Բայց կրակեցին։

Նախատեսած էր, մէկ քանի տարի առաջ ըսած էր ինծի.

«Իմ մահը պիտի ըլլայ ոտքի վրայ՝ կանգնած, ոչ թէ պառկած՝

անկողինի մէջ»։




Թող պառկի լոյսերու մէջ։

Եթէ մեզի հարցնէք, ան միշտ յաղթական պիտի կանգնի՝

անաղարտ արձանի մը պէս։




- «Հրանդ Տինքին», Զահրատ


The doves swayed him,
        saying no one fires on them


Hrant believed them.
        Although timid:


He believed
        he was a dove.


But they
        shot him


He had foreseen it,
        he told me a few years ago,


"My death will be on my feet, standing up, not lying down
        in bed. "


May he rest in light.


        If you ask us, he will always stand victorious:


            like an immaculate statue.






Zahrad“To Hrant Dink", translated by Lola Koundakjian

Hamazkayin Canada presents a reading

HAMAZKAYIN Canada presents

a bilingual reading of Daniel Varoujan's 

SONG OF THE BREAD

with a new translation by Tatul Sonentz-Papazian

SUNDAY, November 21, 2021 at 2:00PM EST

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Լեւոն-Զաւէն Սիւրմելեան։ Ասացուածք ծառ տնկելու մասին

Տէր, օրհնէ՛ ծառն այս մատղաշ։ Ես կը տնկեմ զայն ահա
Փխրուն եւ սեւ հողին մէջ ուր պապերըս կը պառկին.
Ես՝ անոնց թոռը հսկայ, այս հողին տէրն եմ կրկին,
Ու արեւուն տակ կ՚աճիմ՝ անունն իրենց շուրթիս վրայ…։


Պիտի բանայ ծառն այս մեծ իր բազուկներն ու հոգին,
Գրկած իր մէջ պապերուս արեւոտ շունչը անմահ.
Տէ՛ր, միսմինակ, նազելի, այս ծառն աղօթք մը ըլլա՜յ
Ու փաթթըւիլ իր մարմնոյն գան սիրողները գիւղին…։


Էրկաթագիր պատութիւնն այս մըտերիմ հողերուն
Աչքիս արցունք կը բերէ… Փառք ու մեռել շատ ունի
Երկիրն իմ հին, ալեւոր՝ որուն ես թոռն եմ վայրի,
Խոկումներով բեղմնաւոր, երազներով օրօրուն…:


…Մեռելներուս իբրեւ խաչ՝ ես այս ծառը տնկեցի…:



Լեւոն-Զաւէն Սիւրմելեան 1905-1995

Thoughts on Planting a Tree


By Levon Zaven Surmelian

Lord, bless this sapling. Look, I am planting it
In the crumbly and black soil where my ancestors lie;
I, their hulking descendent, possess this land again,
And grow and flourish under the sun, with their names on my lips.

This tree shall stretch open its great arms and soul,
Cradling the undying, sunlit breath of my forebearers;
Lord, let this lone, graceful tree be a prayer,
And let those, who hold their hamlet dear, come and hug its trunk.

The narrative of these cherished grounds, writ in ancient, majuscule script,
Brings a tear to my eye… This ancient, hoary land of mine
Has many dead and glory aplenty, and me as its wild offspring,
With fertile ponderings and swaying dreams.

As a cross for my dead departed, I planted this tree.




With many thanks to the Armenian Institute for providing the original text and translation.

ՆԻԿՈՂՈՍ ՍԱՐԱՖԵԱՆ; ԳՆԱՑՔ

Ոչ ուժ է, ոչ ախտ՝
Մարդատեաց հոգիս,
Այլ ճամբորդ մ’աղքատ՝
Քաղաքէ մ’ուրիշ
Քաղաքի միջեւ,
Ձգածիս ընդմիշտ
Եւ դեռ անորոշ
Գալիքին միջեւ։

Ապակիին դէմ,
Ուր կը կռթընիմ,
Հոսող եւ անհիմ
Իրերու վրայ
Գլուխս է դալկադէմ՝
Ծովամայրի պէս,
Երբ շոգեկառքէս
Դէպի հակառակ
Սիրտըս կը սուրայ։

Բազուկը, որ զիս
Սեղմած՝ կը տանի,
Շարժումով մը խիստ
Կը քաշէ արագ
Լաթը սեղանին՝
Հողերու տակէն,
Ուր գըլորելէն
Տուներ կը թափին,
Լապտերներ գոյն-գոյն,
Կայմեր հերարձակ
Հեռաձայններու։

Մեքենան ծառ մ’է,
Որ աստղերուն տակ
Տերեւներն ամէն
Պիտի տայ հովին
Մինչեւ լուսածագ։

Կամուրջներու խոր
Փորերէն՝ մուրճի
Թափօրներ, խռպոտ
Ոգիներ կ’աճին։
Ու սուր մը՝ գետէն
Կը նետէ անդին
Յուշերըս բոլոր։


— Պէտք չէ գանգատիլ,
Պէտք չէ ետ դառնալ, -
Հրեշտակը կ’ըսէ.
-Ձգածիդ դիմաց՝
Եթէ չես ուզեր
Ճամբայիդ կէսէն
Քարանալ յանկարծ
Ղովտի կընոջ պէս։
Նայէ՛ աւելի՝
Կաղանդի ծառին,
Որ սիրտըդ կապես
Անոր ծայերուն,
Ուր լուռ՝ կը վառին
Բազմահայելի
Պարասըրահներ,
Խանութներ փայլուն։

Այս քաղաքը նոր,
Լապտերներն անոր,
Ջրվէժներն անվերջ
Գործատուներուն,
Այս թառը անհուն՝
Տուներու ճերմակ,
Որ կոյր՝ կը սպասեն
Լուսնկային տակ,
Ու դեռ անոր մէջ
Ինչ որ կը տեսնես,
Ինչ որ կ’իմանաս,
Դանիէլի դէմ՝
Ոսկի, անվընաս
Պառկող առիւծն է։

Գետը կ’անհետի։
Վերելակ մ’յանկարծ,
Ու վերելակին
Վիժումէն ծակած
Սիրտըս։ Իր ետին
Դուռ մը, դուռէն դուրս՝
Կիներ, պարոններ,
Մարդ մ’ալեմօրուս։

Բոլորն ալ լըռին,
Բոլորն ալ տարտամ՝
Ծովախոյզներու
Տըկար լոյսին տակ։
Սինեմայի լուռ
Վարագոյրին պէս՝
Նորէն սըրարշաւ
Պատուհան մ’անդին։


Ու անիւները,
Գնդիկներ ուժգին՝
Որ կը սալարկեն,
Կը կազմեն դեռ զիս,
Մոնթէ-Քրիստոյի
Բանտին պատին պէս՝
Որուն ետեւէն
Դառնութեան մը հետ
Գանձ մը կը խօսի։

Քաղաքը, սակայն,
Որ ալ կը լըքես,
Երբ խածած է քու
Քայքայուած սրտիդ
Թնճուկուած ծայրէն,
Կը պարպէ յանկարծ
Եւ անվերջ՝ զքեզ,
Ճախարակի պէս՝
Քանի հեռանաս։

Ոչ ուժ է, ոչ ախտ՝
Մարդատեաց հոգիս,
Այլ ճամբորդ մ’աղքատ՝
Քաղաքէ մ’ուրիշ
Քաղաքի միջեւ,
Ձգածիս ընդմիշտ
Եւ դեռ անորոշ
Գալիքին միջեւ։

«Անջրպետի մը գրաւումը»

Lory Bedikian: On the Way to Oshagan featured in "On Being"

Click here to hear an audio clip of this reading by Pádraig Ó Tuama.

“I stop the car, cross the dirt road
to see what the old woman’s selling.
Hoping for a cold drink, an extra
postcard to write this evening, I find
her tucked behind a table, under a tarp,
fly swatters swaying above her head.
Stacks of Marlboro boxes, packs of gum
are the only things I recognize among
the odd Russian, Armenian labels.
She must not hear me, because she keeps
rolling a square of newspaper into a cone,
fills it with roasted sunflower seeds.
I ask for one, saying ‘meg hahd hahjees,’
fumbling to find a dram among my dollars.

Her eyes, the color of two almonds
rise for only a moment before she asks
with a low, coarse, parrot-voice
if I like America, if I’m married and where
exactly is this place called ‘Glendale?’
With an awkward smile I drop indifferent
answers for her, like coins in the palm.
Until this exchange I had convinced myself
that I do not look like a tourist. After all, having
an ancestral name, firm family tree, the language
ironed to my tongue since the day I was born,
how could I be just another Amerigatzi? I say
this to myself, though I’m the one with the walking
shoes, the camera, the plaid-patterned pants.

She interrupts my thoughts with ‘Welcome
to Armenia. Please take these seeds for free.’
When I extend the money, I notice her face
shrinks in the afternoon light. Back in Los Angeles
I would have insisted to pay. But with this unexpected
visit I simply remembered how I was raised,
before the textbooks, the corporate cubicles,
before I learned to get fashion magazine
haircuts, attend culturally sponsored events.
I hear my parents say, ‘Love this seven-member family
all your days and nights, learn to take every offering
with grace, no matter the given size.’
I bow my head, say thank you. She insists
it’s nothing, asks that I come back soon.

Forgetting why it was I stopped at all,
I walk back across the dirt, cracking
one open. Its shell tastes of the same
salted seeds tucked by my grandmother
into coat pockets for evening walks.
Like a small communion, I contemplate
the seed with my tongue and swallow.
I almost turn to wave, but get back
in the car. For miles around, there is nothing
but land I follow on the map.
There is nothing but this old woman
and her convenience stand
made of brick and woodon the edge of a beaten road.”

 

From The Book of Lamenting

Lory Bedikian: PANDEMIC TALLY: AT ODDS WITH MAY

Click here for an audio clip of the poem. 

Apologies, mother, that you had no funeral. It was too close

to call the priest. Shovel of dirt. Flowers. Strangers with masks

in charge of lowering the coffin. Cyber condolences. Incense.

My sons face the screens. My sons face a future without most

of the people I loved. The teacher calls on those who are fast,

fed what they want for lunch. My sons clench their teeth.

All the funding has gone to the birds. Beautiful creatures, gleaming

feathers, whose babies have their feathers combed by aardvarks

and stool pigeons. These fledgelings always get to bed on time.

Postpone the check-up, the procedure, the poetry of mourning,

there’s a pandemonium of voices coming from a white tower

full of more fowl. Where are they all coming from?

Bombs. Children and mothers die together. They didn’t get

a chance to contemplate as they did on school days. The forests

destroyed. Their husbands already buried. Conveyer belt methods.

I don’t want to talk about kin, kinship or cognac. It always ends

with maps, my father’s voice, my ancestors kneeling by graves.

I want everyone to stand up to choir it out. Even the dead.

There is no such thing as writer’s block. There is no such thing

as writer’s block. (Their favorite pencil was left in their usual café,

while the chandelier doesn’t give its typical, shrewd light).

Prison. In prison because they always wrote, even when they were

told that you are pissing off the guy in charge. The guy in charge,

when he was a boy they should have given him ripe apricots, pencils.

A reference to Donna Summer doesn’t seem to fit the tapestry. Don’t

see why not. Donna Summer lived in Los Angeles, she sang, ignited,

died. People still play her songs on the corner of Hollywood and Vine.

Dad, did you find Mom? Before she died she wanted to hear Elvis Presley

sing I Can’t Help Falling in Love With You, but I don’t know if that ever

was taken care of. She never told me if she missed you.

An antimicrobial resistant infection is not an easy thing to take care of

when almost everything is limited, when almost everyone seems

daunting with their masks and no masks and deranged attitudes.

I hear Grant Green’s Sometimes I Feel Like a Motherless Child

while I wash another sink full of greens. Sometimes motherhood

is a well without rope or bucket. Even the blue sky still hunkers down.

Lory Bedikian

Published in Adroit Journal

LORY BEDIKIAN: BEFORE THE ELEGY, SPEAK TO HER

Click here for an audio clip of the poem. 

Zevart, before you decide to go

anywhere, let me construct a ship of books,

sailable & plenty, free of disease & car rides,

a ship anchored to everything & nothing,

Zevart of my birth, a name I will not

simplify for them. Let them say it.

Zevart. Zevart of rose petal jam & calluses,

your mother, a desert walk, her mother

hovering above sheep’s brain stew,

Zevart. Zevart. All I have left

of my first blurred sight. All that’s

left of my own name, its song —

leave now & I won’t find the impossible

argument of daybreak. Depart if you want,

but the phone will keep ringing.

Voice of Zevart. Body of Zevart.

Bathing Zevart. The weight of your body

on my arm, as if holding a country.

May you never read this, never learn

what I’ve done. A tradition never yours

this scrawled before it should be, your name

a drum, the only part I’ll borrow, and so,

Zevart. The rest can stay in their glass

cases. Remember how our folktales began?

Gar oo chee gar. Once there was and was not

a life we knew full of produce & price

tags, tell me again before you go there,

how you & one brother took James Dean

to be a god. Aleppo tired of you.

Your mother never done in the kitchen.

What is it now that I’m doing?

Did I actually think this would preserve you?

How can I close this, when a train could take you

through a tunnel, a bag of dates & walnuts

on your lap, sudden darkness while you chew,

snickering at what you were never taught.

What did I promise? Oh, yes. This.

Zevart. Zevart. Zevart.

Lory Bedikian

Published in Adroit Journal

Մարօ Մարգարեան: ԱՌԱՋԻՆ ՁԻՒՆԸ

Լուսաբաց էր մարմար,
Թափւոմ էր թեթեւ առաջին ձիւնը.
Հոգիս ուզեց յանկարծ
Այդ անդորր պահին
Տեսնել քո տունը:

Եւ անցայ ես խաղաղ,
Անցայ ես խաղաղ ձեր փողոցով.
Նիրհում էր աշխարհը պաղած
Լռում էր ճերմակ մի ծով:

Եւ քո տան մուտքի մօտ,
Հեռուից դեռ,
Տեսայ քո համաչափ քայլերը
Խառնուած ուրիշի
Քայլի հետ,
Իսկ շուրջը
Մաքուր ու անդորր էր:
Իսկ յետով աշխարհում այս,
Որ անհուն ու անծիր է,
Երբ տեսնում եմ ձիւնին
Քայլերի հետքեր կան,

Թւում է ամէն տեղ
Նրա հետ անցել ես,
Եւ աշխարհի սրտում
Սրտիս պէս
Վէրքեր կան:


Մարօ Մարգարեան
1952

FIRST SNOW

It was a dawn like marble

The first light snow was falling.

In that quiet moment

My soul suddenly wanted 

to see your home.

And I passed by serenely,

I passed peacefully by your street.

The world was dormant frozen

The white sea was silent.

And near the entrance of your house,

From afar,

I saw your symmetrical steps

Mixed with someone 

else’s steps

And around

It was clean and tranquil.

And after this world,

which is endless and infinite,

When I see human steps 

on snow

It seems that everywhere 

You passed by

in the heart of the world,

Like my heart,

There are wounds.

Maro Markarian

Translated by Lola Koundakjian

Shahé Mankerian’s debut poetry collection History of Forgetfulness book launch [postponed]

DUE TO CIRCUMSTANCES BEYOND OUR CONTROL, the event is postponed. WE WILL KEEP YOU POSTED.

Please join us for the Book Release & Poetry Reading of Shahé Mankerian’s debut poetry collection History of Forgetfulness with readings by NY area writers/intellectuals Nancy Agabian, Christopher Atamian, Alina Gregorian, Alan Semerdjian, Alina Gharabegian, & Lola Koundakjian

The Zohrab Center was established through the generous gift of Mrs. Dolores Zohrab Liebmann in memory of her parents, and dedicated on November 8, 1987 in the presence of His Holiness Vasken I (†1994), Supreme Patriarch and Catholicos of All Armenians;  and His Eminence Archbishop Torkom Manoogian (†2012), Primate of the Eastern Diocese of the Armenian Church of America. Liebmann’s father, Krikor Zohrab 1861-1915), was a renowned author, jurist, humanitarian and community activist in Constantinople, who was among the first Armenian intellectuals killed in the 1915 Genocide.

December 2, 2021  7:00pm ET 

at Zohrab Center

630 Second Avenue

New York, NY 10016-4885

Lorne Shirinian: The Rule of Three

For my grandsons Rafael, Ari, 

Joshua and Aaron Shirinian

Un coup de dés n’abolira jamais le hasard

Stéphane Mallarmé

For most, 

memory lasts

but three generations

father 

son 

and grandson

The next will likely never know

her grandfather’s father 

Stories of him will haunt

much will remain unknown

fragments and shadowy descriptions

of a life almost lost but for rumour

For the lucky ones a faded photo

in the end family history built on supposition

I never knew my grandfather

My father hardly knew his father

In 1915 before the massacres

Ottoman soldiers forced him into a labour battalion

never to return

the absence of fathers became the Armenian curse

My father barely knew his mother

yet the persistent memory

a park in Istanbul in 1921

he is eleven the last time he sees her 

she holds him close and feels

his soft wet cheek against hers

she whispers you’re safe here for now

my son 

I can’t give you a future in this country 

I must leave while I can

perhaps after the war… 

he feels her fear and shudders

she hugs and kisses him and says goodbye

turns in pain and leaves him crying 

in the orphanage

Then the killing began again

Armenian orphans were taken

over the Ionian Sea to the safety of Corfu

Many times he had escaped death

wandering from one column to another 

on the forced march east

How often did he cry for his mother 

when he became a father

How often

            she leaves him crying in the orphanage

In 1965 in our living room in Toronto

I asked my father if he remembered his father

his face, his voice, his touch

I wanted something to hang on to

He just shook his head

and looked away

There are no pictures of my grandfather

but my father had a memory of him he shared 

which I turned into a story for safe keeping

Can you hear his voice, I asked

In my dream, he said, he speaks but 

I can’t hear him 

My mother had no memory of her parents

She was a baby when they were exiled and killed

for being Armenian

She had no idea how she survived

who saved her and placed her in different orphanages

Family history erased in two generations

My sons knew my parents

and have good memories of them

My four grandsons know me but it’s likely

their sons and daughters will not

But I will leave stories, books, photographs and films 

for them all

Most of us are victims of the three-generation fate

of human memory

Oh, my grandsons, I want to dance at your weddings with your beautiful grandmother

I want to help lift your chairs high in the air

to celebrate your lives

I might be absent but

I will leave you much to remember

May 1, 2021

Lorne Shirinian: First nights

For my brother George

this is the way my father remembered his boyhood - 

            a series of removals 

                        and first nights

his eyes opening with the rising sun

and the animals stirring

then the odor of bread baking and his mother singing

as she prepared coffee letting it rise three times

before filling the small cup for his father

he watches him sip the rich dark liquid

and wonders when he will be able to taste it 

sitting next to his father

mother places her warm hand on his head

go wash your hands and face

and pours him warm milk

the world seemed a fine place

there was a sense of order and expectation

after he would feed the chickens 

and wait for his father to hitch the horse to the cart

then climb up and sit beside him 

as they went off on their rounds delivering charcoal

to the homes in the village

at noon when they returned

he would wash standing beside his father 

before the basin in front of their house

splashing water all over to get the black dust off

mother put out plates of bread, tomatoes, cucumbers and cheese

and the family ate together

later he would watch his father load the wagon again

for his deliveries

he felt his eyes get heavy

mother smiled sleep now my boy

he would unroll his rug and put his head down 

while his father left for his deliveries

he lay listening to the comforting sounds of the horse’s

hooves on the dirt road and the creaking of the wagon 

a lullaby that closed his eyes 

and sent him off to a peaceful sleep

one morning, days or months later

he heard new noises, strange and angry

his father rushed into the house breathing heavily 

and told him and his mother

to gather as many of their things possible 

roll them in your rugs and come outside

he remembered his mother, her head bent

why are you crying why

he did as his father asked then put the chickens

in the living room and poured bags of grain

on the floor for them

his father put his arm around him

then locked the door

we have to go now 

hurry

they climbed on to the wagon and joined the line

being led away by soldiers with long rifles

and bayonets piercing the sky

he looked around and saw his uncle and aunt up ahead 

where are they taking us, baba

they bounced along the dirt road for days

some said under their breath 

they’re taking us to Sultania

no another insisted further south to Konia 

without food and water many collapsed and were dragged away

             into the tall grass

                        never to be seen again

don’t say anything his father whispered 

just look straight ahead

he leaned tight against his mother and kept silent

when it was too dark to see 

the column stopped

his father fed the horse 

while his mother placed their rugs under the cart

we don’t know where they’re taking us 

don’t eat too much we have to save what food we have

sip the water slowly 

when you’re finished close your eyes and sleep

his confusion troubled him

who will feed the chickens

who will deliver the charcoal tomorrow

he heard his mother sobbing 

as he wrestled with his thoughts 

                                        this first night

                                                    away from home

every night there was yelling and screaming 

followed by a frightful painful silence

he kept his eyes shut tight but imagined what was happening in the dark

several days later when the soldiers forced them to rise

he searched for his aunt and uncle

where are they he wondered

his father brushed away tears 

look straight ahead my son

several days after that he asked his mother 

where his father was

he saw the fear in her eyes

he’s gone to look for uncle and aunty

no noise now look straight ahead

and he spent the first night without his father

a few days later deep into the night there was rustling around their wagon 

and the sound of someone being dragged away

through the sleep in his eyes he looked for his mother

but she wasn’t there 

all his life he would hear her calling for help

in the morning when the sun rose he looked around

but mother the horse and wagon were gone

his world had disappeared 

there was only the starving deportees

being prodded along ahead of him

he called for his mother

an old woman came to him

come with us now my boy

she took him by the hand and started walking with him

following the line that seemed to grow 

like a voracious serpent

as other lines joined other groups on the way

he spent the first night without his family

where could they have gone

why did they leave him all alone

then the old lady who was looking after him

disappeared

he went from grandmother to mother

whoever would look after him

he would gather grass to boil for soup

no one could tell him where his parents were

in the unending heat his throat burned for a drop 

of water

his stomach was knotted in pain

he saw many things that would haunt him forever

he learned the importance of silence but observed everything

he understood what was necessary to survive

only later would he realize the cost

four years later people who spoke a different language 

came and took all of the young children 

who were wandering through the countryside away

you’re safe now we’ll look after you

he didn’t know what they were saying but they smiled

and were kind 

in the camp they shaved his head 

washed him and bandaged his wounds

gave him new clothes bread and soup to eat

there was a large room with many beds where he slept 

along with hundreds of other young boys

who asked every day 

where their fathers and mothers were

but no one could tell them

I want to go home he said but was told

I’m sorry my boy it isn’t possible

he remembers his first night in the orphanage

as he did in all the other orphanages

Changelkeuy near Istanbul

Erenkeuy also near Istanbul

the Lord Mayor’s Fund of London’s orphanage 

in Corfu

and then after the final voyage away from his home

over the Mediterranean and the Atlantic

he arrived at the Georgetown Farm Home 

for Armenian orphans in Ontario Canada

he knew he would never again see his parents 

or his home 

he would become someone else

with the remembrance of all the first nights 

wondering where are my mother and father

where’s home

June 25, 2016